My ex best mate & I stopped talking because she tried to outdo my knowledge on not being able to have kids (I can’t have kids so I know everything about it because I learned shit loads about it when I was told I couldn’t). Her logic was no period no baby. We argued for 40 minutes about this one night and I told her tons of times just to leave it, I knew better than her and to stop arguing because it was gona end our friendship. She walked away and said it’s ok I know I’m right. And I walked the other way and havnt spoken since. That was about 7 months ago.
She texted me tonight to tell me she’s pregnant.
I want to scream i told you so at her face, but instead I’m going to say nothing.
I went to see my gran today in hospital. She had two veiny needle things in her arm and for some reason during the only hour we are allowed to visit they sent a student nurse to take one of them out. Short story is she pulled my Grans sleeve off and pulled the two needles out with it leaving blood goin everywhere & it was a mess.
Tried to talk to the senior nurse about
it and she told me and I quote “I’m too busy”. Too fucking busy.
Words cannot describe how angry I am.
AND I am heavy missin baba Nathan. Like feel like him & Tracy leaving has left me with this massive void.
Too many hings stressin me.
I need a cuddle and someone to stroke my hair & say it’s gona be ok.
And for that person not to be Creepy Craig.